05:22 | 20.02.2007
wonder sense
the same old same old
same old sentence i tell myself in a cab on the way home
"no more clubbing"

cons
1) unexplanable emo-ness after
2) bloat
3) useless, waste of money
4) bad alcohol in system
5) sleazy people
pros
1) good fuckin music
2) see and to be seen (shallow but true)
i think its becoming a monthly thing. no not clubbing. but remember a couple of entries earlier i talked about a certain mr M. yes the mr M ive been seeing around. so often its almost like a repeat of 'i heart huckabees'.i guess its true. the whole parallel lines theory. maybe our paths will never cross. our lifes will never meet. but i'll still see him at the strangest times. we'll both give each other that knowing stare. and then we'll walk on. carrying on with our lifes.
then i'll go home, like so, whine and pray i'll see him again. promising my angels i'll say hi the next time around.
i hope he feels the same.
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its not huckabees.no no. its more like chungkeng express and what jinchengwu described in the first part of the film.
a girl who cannot believe shes in her twenties. religiously likes things to come in 3s. a pathological compulsive cheater who cant help falling in love. is addicted to bikram yoga and thinks of her current flying job as an economical way to travel.