00:37 | 09.11.2006

and i do not think anyone knows

am feeling so drained out.
ve reached a state where im empty and i cant create.
my semester's work is the worst ive done so far.
am not inspired. am running behind schedule.am refusing to do work. because everything looks ugly.
i hate this .
id rather not hand up anything than hand up something that is not .. me.

good lord ive been spending $3000 a year on school fees for self-discovery.

the only piece for menswear im excited about, taken in my bro's bedroom:

avant et ensuite

older + newest + me + messenger + hostdiaryland



a girl who cannot believe shes in her twenties. religiously likes things to come in 3s. a pathological compulsive cheater who cant help falling in love. is addicted to bikram yoga and thinks of her current flying job as an economical way to travel.

you can talk to me at
...deliriousdolly@gmail.com