23:00 | 01.10.2006
maybe masochistic
saw mr. M today.
this is probably the Nth time i saw him. esp when i least expect myself to. wonder what this means.wish i had existentialism detectives to help me find out why.(like in 'i heart huckabees')
i know this is stupid. go on. laugh.
although i dont really know him, i feel so much of myself in someone i dont know. maybe its just an exaggeration.
pls god, (this is a plea) pls let me meet him again. under a good circumstance.
and we can finally talk. pls let this serendipity happen for me :)
wish i am in love with him.
I know i would.
a girl who cannot believe shes in her twenties. religiously likes things to come in 3s. a pathological compulsive cheater who cant help falling in love. is addicted to bikram yoga and thinks of her current flying job as an economical way to travel.
...deliriousdolly@gmail.com