21:03 | 18.12.2010
breathe. and go slowly.
everything is starting to make sense.
i met Rittu , who is , today, my reiki master. we were discussing after my first reiki session of how i havent been connecting to india spiritually and have no idea why.
"my dear, a lot of things come up in a reiki session. your first and second chakra is low. your mind is very conflicted. there are a lot of issues within you that you must address. the transformation has to come within you. india has this very special energy. people come here for a reason. you came to india... ..."
" .. to heal."
it came to me today that the end of the yoga teacher training course is but the beginning of my journey in india. it is the beginning of my transformation and dive into myself. aligning with my inner self. when i was 16 and quarreling with my mum, crying behind my door, then, at that moment, plus many others, led me to india.
I love Rittu. She gave me the insight i needed for my journey here. now i just need to figure out a way to heal. i cannot leave india until i do.
i have a purpose. and this completely changed my world around.
i am watching my thoughts like the clouds that i cannot control in the sky.
a girl who cannot believe shes in her twenties. religiously likes things to come in 3s. a pathological compulsive cheater who cant help falling in love. is addicted to yoga and thinks anything and everything is possible.
...deliriousdolly@gmail.com